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Monday, November 02, 2009

2nd nov 2009 ...

 There's a reason why i didn't fall want to fall in love after all this while...
I'm sick and tired of being heart broken ...
Tears had dried up and there is nothing left to shed...
But how come it hurts this time ?

I thought I've been through enough times ....
Knowing that this is just part of falling in love with another girl...
I really don't believe you don't have any feelings for me ....
But there is really nothing i could do when you told me you didn't ~

" i dont want to be in a relationship right now "
... is the last thing i wanted to hear at that moment...
" i treat u as a best friend "
... just broke my heart ...
" i wish we could remain close friends"
... shattered my heart into a million pieces
" guys and girls can never be best friends "
... makes me realize i have been deceiving & lying myself all this while...

I was really happy to know you....
Never had regretted liking you....
Times we spend together doing fun things....
Would remain as memories....

I really meant what I said to you last night...
I told you I wouldn't give up on you and I'll go after you again....
Right now I just need time to deal with the pain in my heart...
But I promise you , I'll always be there whenever you need me ~


- I miss you akys -
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