| DeStiNy ~ It's freaking 4am here and i can't sleep ....and i hav work at freaking 9am later ...SHIT ! well , i guess i'm used to it ...but there is something in my mind that i want to say it out ...and someone plz tell me wat to do >.<
Does anyone believe in
destiny ? i dont know myself if i still do....i used to tell myself to
let go of my past and my previous feelings , never to crush , never to
love again ~ i was so confused then ....after i came here to the US , i
finally got to move on , get my life straight , start from scratch
again ~ i found new friends , a new freedom , a new life ~ i was happy
~ i really thought i finally got to move on ~ i still kept her in my
mind but i got to move on and be happy ....
lately , she came back to
my thoughts ....NO , it's not that i miss her and stuff like tat ....NO
~ my feelings for her died the day she left me ..... the day it all
ended ~ then why am i thinkin about her ? the only reason i could think
of is ....because ....somehow , i'm confused again ~ why ? i dunno
....i told myself i wanna enjoy my single life ...do watever i wanted
....i wanted to build my social status first , like how i used to ~ but
somehow , i'm fallin in da same hole again ....should i or shouldn't i
? ....and she reiminds me of how i was back then ...naive and stupid ~
....
i have a choice to make
....a selfish choice which i dun even know if i wanna choose or not ~
it's so confusin ....should i choose to stick to being single and act
as if nothing happen ? or persue my heart....which might end with
another shattered heart ? ~ confusing rite ? i dunno ~ someone tell me
, but i'm getting da same feelin which i felt and lost a long time ago
~ even so , i promise never to love again ~ never to like a person
again ~ should i ? someone plz tell me ~
PS : i'm doing pretty fine
here ~ studies are going well ...grades are ...erm ...ok ok ....:P work
is ok ....but basically , everything's pretty fine here ~ ^.^
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| hEy yA eVeRy[0]nE ~~hey hey ....to those who been asking me y i din update , i update at my friendster blog .... so drop by okie ? go check it at http://luv4eternity.blogs.friendster.com/luv4eternity/
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| My BlogKnow wat people ? i think it's stupid for me to create so many stupid blogs ...i think i juz stick to my FRIENDSTER blog as i know ppl would at least see it rather than here at xanga that no one knows about it ...so i'm juz gonna use my friendster blog ....visit it if u hav the time ^.^
http://luv4eternity.blogs.friendster.com/luv4eternity/
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| New bloggie ~~Will post something soon 
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