| There's a reason why i didn't fall want to fall in love after all this while...
I'm sick and tired of being heart broken ...
Tears had dried up and there is nothing left to shed...
But how come it hurts this time ?
I thought I've been through enough times ....
Knowing that this is just part of falling in love with another girl...
I really don't believe you don't have any feelings for me ....
But there is really nothing i could do when you told me you didn't ~
" i dont want to be in a relationship right now "
... is the last thing i wanted to hear at that moment...
" i treat u as a best friend "
... just broke my heart ...
" i wish we could remain close friends"
... shattered my heart into a million pieces
" guys and girls can never be best friends "
... makes me realize i have been deceiving & lying myself all this while...
I was really happy to know you....
Never had regretted liking you....
Times we spend together doing fun things....
Would remain as memories....
I really meant what I said to you last night...
I told you I wouldn't give up on you and I'll go after you again....
Right now I just need time to deal with the pain in my heart...
But I promise you , I'll always be there whenever you need me ~
- I miss you akys - |
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| i guess i really am another guy to u.... |
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| When deep injury is done to us ,
We never recover until we forgive…
Forgiveness does not change the past,
But it does enlarge the future.”
-Mary Karen Read-
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| Life is beautiful
it is too short to ponder on unimportant things
we all grow old someday
why not make use of out life as time pass by
we only live once...
live life to the fullest
why am i stuck here trying to ponder on things i should not be ? caring for someone ...havent done so for a while now...dont even know what should i do...but at least i know i do ..i do care and i wanna take care of u ....thats all i know...
At least , i am happy the way i am now...bz with concentration classes at school....bz spending time with asta ....bz with my buddies....life is great if i put in in the positive side...might not be the best but its something ~
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